Ahhh! The experience continues. I just read something that resonated with me and maybe some of you can relate. Here it is…
“The soul of the sluggard craves, and gets NOTHING, while the soul of the diligent is RICHLY SUPPLIED.” Proverbs 13:4
So there it is, me in my old blue print and me building my new blue print. I am RICHLY SUPPLIED. I’m adding it to my affirmations. As I read that I was struck that that was me. I desired change within myself, but did not have a clue as to how to start, let alone how to attain the change I desired. Then in the wee nick of time comes the opportunity for the MKMMA (experience) class. And what an experience it is proving to be for me. As I continue to be DILIGENT I am seeing my new Blue print emerge and I like it. Actually I love it.
I keep all my promises
Well I’m in week two of my mindful transformation. So still cried my eyes out during the Sunday call. I am not sure why, but only that my mind must be in a bit of turmoil. Old blueprint vs. new blueprint, the battle is on.
I find that I feel like such a failure. I don’t know why quite yet. I was super encouraged after listening to Mark in the after class week 2 video. Thanks Mark you really encouraged me by sharing what it was like for you. I look not forward or backward, I look at now to observe, take in and absorb the riches offered. I loved writing with my non dominant hand. By the way I am ambidextrous, but it has been a while so it was fun.
I am only going to do as I’m told in MKMMA and see what unfolds. I am enthusiastic about the unfolding. New connections in my brain are bound to come alive. Love & Peace.
I keep all my promises.
Well it has been an interesting first week. Sunday night I literally cried myself to sleep because I was SO OVERWHELMED!! Just being truthful! Monday was a puffy eye day for sure!! Yikes not pretty. But I did what I was supposed to do with reading Scroll 1 and amazing I really started to feel differently. I believed what it said and meditated on it. Hmmm. This will be a game changer for me. I guess I’m a tuff nut to crack, but I am willing to ride Scroll wave, to do the hard stuff and CHANGE MY THINKING and MAKE GOOD HABITS. So far my favorite part of the scroll is the part that says “the value of experience is overrated, usually by old men who nod wisely and speak stupidly.” Lol I love it because it is so true. Thank you Mark and Fabulous Davene for accepting me into to this pay it forward scholarship program. Peace and Joy, Kathie Heil